Miss Mary quite contrary

This post was written on Saturday…didnt publish it then for some reason…decided to now.. 
Ramble alert..this post may not make any sense…I’m typing away furiously as the thought comes to my head….please feel free to skip reading this… 
My mental state I realise is extremely fragile. It is as though I am at some kind of tipping point..If I [...]

Promise

You promised on me that you would come….

Block

I have three drafts sitting and am unable to finish them…tried writing a funny post..I couldnt find the humour in my own writing..the subject is funny I assure you…tried ranting and to put down what is bogging me down….couldnt find the words.
 My mind is in a whirl. My thought are like those little dust particles suspended in [...]

Resurfacing again

Ok here’s the update on my earlier post, didnt want to edit that one.  As Chandni put it I didnt want to let my prejudices /judgements to cloud my what I had to say to D. It was very clear that she wanted my help…she has no other friends or siblings.
So I decided to get [...]

Resurfacing to breathe

Well I’m still neck deep in work…more and more seems to accumulate and I have a tag and a follow up post pending. But I’m doing neither and will instead write about an issue that has been simmering for a long time now and yesterday I was left fuming with the situation..
My friend D, the [...]

Bad bad weekend

Was sick
KT was sick
India lost. The man of the match was Steve Bucknor.
Nadal lost..in 58 minutes. 6-0, 6-1
Horrible horrible cough is troubling me.
I am unable to write…wanted to do a bye bye 2007 post, a hello 2008 post…but the words refuse to flow…
There may be a crisis brewing at work..I am paranoid, but I desperately [...]

Benazir Bhutto - RIP

Came across this photograph minutes before reports came out that she had died. This caught my eye as it came across as a really powerful photograph…I don’t personally care for her policies or the things she did during the time she ruled. Nothing takes away that she was a brave woman..and she did not deserve [...]

D Company

What’s it about depression that makes my eyes well up for no apparent reason
What’s it about depression that I cannot even read
What’s it about depression that makes me want to write about it rather than the fact that Sampras beat Federer
What’s it about depression that makes it rear its ugly head every now and then
What’s it [...]

Five minutes

Every single day I am late…the earliest I get to office is 10…those are very very rare occasions. Its 10 30 normally sometimes 11. Difficult for someone who loves to begin the day early. Do you know what the reason is? I bet you do.
 Today, a Saturday. I got slightly delayed…say 5 minutes. You did not [...]

Unhappy feet

I am thin…I am tall…I have long legs and arms….and I have BIG feet.
I first started facing problems when I was possibly in Standard 4. We were expected to wear “Ballerina” shoes..a kind of shoes available in Bata. I couldn’t get them for my size and I had to get special permission to wear the white canvas “Tennis” [...]